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5/28/o3
okay, sorry for the lack of updates, but im not gonna update till the beginning of next sept. this is more a site for when i am in school to show friends at home (or even at school) whats up with me... since my summer is mostly with my friends anyway (school friends, i love you too!!) i have decited to just keep a journal on livejournal... yeh i hate writing on this journal, it looks so sloppy... so the site is http://prettyinpinky.livejournal.com
check it as many times as you want... but yeh, thats it... ill see yall in sept! everyone have a great summer! drop me a line, or email me! mambochicas@aol.com and if u dont have my number, ill email it to you... see yall soon (sooner than u think for some of you!!)
<3, annalisa
4/11/o3
5 days... not fast enough... ahhh
13 days of classes... then exams... then home FOREVER (or least the summer hahaha) wahoo, have a nice easter yall! <3, annalisa
4/6/o3
i need to go home
3/31/o3
i really envy people who live somewhere from elementry school until they get their own place (and yet still have the comfort of having their home to go back to) Basically i am saying people who have lived in one place their whole life. ok, a place they really can say is home. im in a dilemma... i dont feel like orchard park is home... sure, i "go home" but my real home is in hamburg. i lived there for 12 years. i wanted to graduate high school there at least... things happen for a reason. maybe we HAD to leave there for a good reason... maybe i was getting too attached, i dont know... but i dont think people tak for granted that they have lived in a house their whole life, and they have that to fall up on... i feel bad for my cousins... they lived in their old house for 15 years, and they just moved... well i guess thats sorta like us... its just so emotional... i think i really grew up when i left hamburg... i think i left my childhood in that house... maybe thats why i feel more grown up lately... maybe people who still have their childhood houses havent grown up... im not saying that isnt the case for everyone, but just think about it... its one less thing i have to think about... now excuse me as i go and think about stupid shit like studying for my 2 MIS tests or how badly im failing calc... hasta, annalisa
3/27/o3
okay... i have to vent some frustration... i have just spent the last like 2 days (and i mean ALL day) studying for this stupid calc test... now i know you all know i like to overexagerate, but kids, this isnt the case. i needed to pass this test or i was going to fail the course (calc is obviously not my strongest suit since i took stats instead). well i studied like no tomarrow for this test... ask terri ann... she actually asked me to STOP studying because i was studying so much.. well i get to the test confident... my tutor said i knew what i was doing, i thought i knew what i was doing, everybody thought i knew what i was doing... i get to the test, and the first question is not even in the chapter... what the fuck! i sat there with my jaw open... but i was like fuck it, and i skipped it and kept going... well my asshole of a teacher doesnt let us use calculators, and he said we would get easy numbers, and well guess what... he gives us decmals, fractions, REALLY large numbers (ex 384724307528450293750274504), and just impossible things... now most of you know, i am a calculator baby... i cant add past 10... and in the real world everybody uses calculators... but no, my old asshole of a teacher doesnt let us use one... mother fucker... so lets just say i failed this test, and i am going to have to take it over the summer like a reject... i had such a nice summer planned out, and now i have to go to summer school... fuck, i feel like crying... i cant now, because i am in MIS class, and i am listening to spanky bull shit about excel.... jesus christ... well, i better go listen to him, or i will fail this course too, and then i will have to take 2 classes over the summer, and have no life... i swear there will be happier entries... someday... ~annalisa
3/24/o3
i understand things happen for a reason. but i ask myself why does it always happen to me? sure i have my full share of ups, but it seems that the downs get the best of me. lets take this past year. ups: got into number one choice, nhs, lead in the play, merit roll, awards, graduation... but its seems as soon as i got to school, everything went downhill... actually, it went downhill in one particular department: pets. winnie died in november. possibly one of the most devistating points in my life. your best friend is dead, welcome home. i still dont get the same feeling i used to have when i went home before. i tried to conceal the fact that i am so hurt by the fact he is gone. people may think im crazy, but being an only child, winnie was the closest thing to a brother i could get. next was gutcho. i was still not over mourning winnie, when i come home, and gutcho is dead... i mean it was non stop... and now i had my one little kubus left... well guess what... she died thursday, and my parents told me today... once again they wait to tell me... im sick of it. its not fair that i have to know a week later that one of our pets died! i mean i am part of the family too, and just bc i am far away doesnt mean i have to be out of the loop! i understand they are trying to help with my feelings, but it hurts more by telling me like a week later... i am so hurt by this, but i am hurting more for the fact that she is gone, and we are now petless... we went from having the most pets like on the block to petless... see, this is the reason i nagged so much for the car; if my parents really expected me to be all alone this summer, no winnie, no birds, no human animal or living contact (oh well maybe they were thinking the tree in their room) i would have gone crazy... absolutly crazy... and that is why i have the car. to get away... its my time to runaway from all that shit. ugh ~annalisa
3/6/o3
gasp! am i writing 2 entries two days in a row!!??!! what is the world coming to!!??!! well once again i am avoiding studying, bc i am a slacker, oh wait excuse me, i am a WINNER... right... so i have a MIS midterm tomarrow, and maybe a math test... i just dont know... so i am listening to destiny's child right now... ahhh, memories... not much happened today... im tired, i think i will try to sleep in tomarrow, but i have to wake up to study for my lovely lovely exams... oh well, it could be worse... spring break... the coundown continues... i will be home in 40 hours... this week is s o o o o o o o o s l o o o o o o o o o w
hahahaha but it really is... i have really studied my ass off these two weeks, i need a break... i am going to collapse friday night, and wake up the next morning and babysit (welcome back annalisa) ugh, im tired, i need to study more... but sleep sound so beautiful right now... aww the pillow looks so fluffy... so soft... oh it wont hurt if i close my eyes for just a teeny tiny minute... ok i am wasting my time, MUST STUDY.... 40 hours, 40 hours.... g'night!! <3 annalisa
3/5/o3
aight, spring break can not come soon enough... i am having a hard time concentrating on my studies... for example, it is 1:16am and i have not started studying for my spanish test... why you ask? oh bc i just didnt feel like it... oh boy, what a good answer... so i have hid my rent cd from myself... it and i were getting too serious... i would listen at least 3 times a day, and it was getting sick... i am listening to xtina aguilera hoping to forget about rent.... oh u know im thinking of it now... i think the only think the only thing that would cure me is if i were IN rent in some way shape or form, then i think i may be better... oh god, anyway, i am exhausted... this weekend (fri night-monday morn) i slept a total of 10 hours... i think it is taking a toll on me... im stessed with these midterms, and i feel like im dieing... but i am just going to close with some lyrics pertaining to me right now... if u dont know, dont ask...
"Cuz it makes me that much stronger
makes me work a little harder
makes me that much wiser
so thanks for making me a fighter
made me learn a little bit faster
made my skin a little bit thicker
makes me that much smarter
thanks for makin me a fighter..."
~annalisa
3/3/o3
ugh, i had a really good post, and i fucking deleted it... AHHHHHHHH... iwill try to relive the ode to bagel sale...
ODE TO BAGEL SALE
oh bagel sale, bagel sale
i hate you
you make us wake up at 6am
and for what, ur just fucking food...
oh bagel sale, bagel sale
why 6 am!
i dont like to wake up so early,
im not a fan...
oh bagel sale, bagel sale
how i dispise thee
see the girl in the pile of clothes sleeping in the closet?
thats me
oh bagel sale bagel sale
what do i do this for?
will i ever do this again?
NEVER MORE NEVER MOOOOOOORE!!!
ugh it isnt as good as the original... oh well... i have to go to bed bc i have to wake up at 6 for this fucking bagel sale... fuck... ugh............. ~annalisa
ps. spring break 4 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2/18/o3
hellllllllllllloooo kids... ive decided to write to the few of you that still check my site... hahahah... well anyhoo, i just came back from new york city this morning... i have been up since 5:30, im tired and cranky, so bear with me... so lets start with sat at 6:30 am... i wake up and go outside to wait for my cab... i wait, and wait and wait..... and no cab.... on top of that its snowing, and im freezing my ass off... my bus is in a half hour, and where is my cab?? oh boy, thats a goooood question... so i called them, and the guy, and hes like oh yeh hell be there in 5 mins... 10 mins later he comes and we go... and hes taking his sweet ass time... takin me the back roads... so i get to the bus station at 10 to 8... im like yeh! ill make my bus! so im walking in, and this homeless man asks me if i had money, and i said no... and then he yells at me, and he starts following me into the station! i was like oh shit.... so i go up to the counter and im like um this man is following me and a security guard took him back outside, and while i was buying my ticket, he was staring at me... just a little freaked out... anyway, the lady informs me that i have missed the 8 bus... i say
um, its 10 to 8...
yeh sugar, but you have to take the ayt thurty bus
but its 10 to 8, there is 10 more mins left
oh yeh that bus left already... yah...
so whatever i took the 8:30 ticket and waited for my damn bus... i never liked bus stations to begin with, but this bus station was especially kookie... the lady behind me was screaming the names of places where she has been before... 'ive been to washington 5 damn times mother fucker!' and of course she was talking to herself... okie so when my bus rolled in, i went straight to the line... then the guy who was following me came inside again, and was looking at me... i was like doo dee doo, stay in line... ok, i get on the damn bus, i fall asleep, boom im in nyc... here i am on my phone asking my dad where he is... it was like hide and seek...
-where are you dad?
-im by a lot of stores
-um yeh, there are a lot of stores in port authority
-im by hallmark
-what hallmark!!!??!! ronnies?
-no, johnnys...
so after like 20 mins of finding where the hell we were, i saw my dad, we ate, bought a pair of gloves off the street, and went to the hotel... the palace... wow, what a nice hotel... it was a palace for real! housekeeping came to the room like 3 times a day, first to clean, then turning down the sheet and putting laundry bags on the bed, then the third time to put ice in the icethingy... wow, nice stuff... so dad and i walked down madison to see stores, and we went to bloomingdales... so yes, i got cheap shoes!! steve maddens... and my dad got me a really nice purse... then we went to smith and wollinskys, but not the restaurant, but the grill... now let me tell you, there was a peace rally going on in nyc, and there were sooooooooooooo many people!! every street was packed with hundreds of protesters! there was one point when we were at smith and wollinkys that there were so many people that the cops had to barracate the street, and they had those helmets with shields! oh my! anyhoo, everywhere we walked there were millions of people! it was busy that sat! so we went back to the hotel, and got ready for rent... rent... RENT!! i obsessed... im completly, udderly, crazily obsessed... ive become a rent head... i cant get the songs out of my head... and its not just one song, its all the songs... anyway, dad and i went and saw it, and it was just incredible... it was so great... some of the cast was incredible, so were okay, some were ehh... but i just loved it... then we went out to times square... let me tell you something about times square... it never ceases to amaze me... i just sit there in awe, and just stare... i am such a tourist in times square... i want to take a million pictures, and google at everything... its just so... i cant describe it... dad and i had sbarros pizza there, and i just watched the people on the street... times square... ahh... anyway, we had to walk back to the hotel because there werent any cabs... in any other situation, i would have been fine, but in the fine words of avril lavigne... 'its a damn cold night'... oh well it was a DAMN cold night... i was freezing my ASS off... ohhhh man! when i got back to the hotel, i was an icicle... really... i was... i hoped my big cold ass in that nice big shower, and didnt get out for an hour... already, sunday... i wake up to my mother frantically calling... she said there was a huge storm in philly, that they are getting two feet of snow, and the whole city is shut down... well, i guess im not going back sunday then... i called terri, who made it back to philly, and found out school was closed anyway! wahoo... the only problem was that nyc was supposed to get this big storm... OH WELL... dad and i had breakfast, and went to macys... we came back, and realized i dont have enough clothes for monday... uh oh, so we went down madison, and i got a velour sweater at ann taylor loft for 10 bucks! we went to houlihans and back to bloomies... back to hotel for a quick change, and i met dad at the waldorf for a meeting with carterbench (dads friends from the uk) and marty (dads friend who used to work for him). we went out to dinner at this really good restaurant called houstons.... mmm good, xcpt the cous cous wernt good... anyway, when we came out of dinner at 11, it had started to snow... not a good sign... i wake up the next morning, and i could not see anything outside the window.,.. nyc was in a whiteout and a blizzard... there were like no cabs in the streets, and if there were any, they were stuck in a ditch... so dad and i ventured into this blizzard to search for food... everything was closed... EVERYTHING... we walked about 8 blocks until we found something open... and then we ventured back into the storm back to the palace... dad didnt feel like going to toyfair in this weather, since all transportation was dead, so we sat there and watched tv... he finally decited to take the subway, and i was waiting for the cleaning lady... he came back, and we went to a business dinner at a place called giambelli's, and we learned the pope ate there!!! it tasted really good! but i kept looking at my watch bc the joe millionare finale was on!!! and rw/rr!!! i missed them, but terri taped them so i watched them today... fast forward to today... woke up at 5:30, dads flight was cancelled, and all flights are basically cancelled till thurs, so his travel agent said all he could do is drive, so he drove me to philly, and he is still driving back to the blo... yes that was my busy weekend!! but lets talk joe millionare... GO ZORA!!! im soooooooooooo glad she won... that sarah bitch was in it for his money, and im glad he saw thru that... awww it was so cute!!! she asked him to kiss her!!!! i was crying!!!! i was like awwwwwww... i cant wait to see if they are still together... well i have to run... i skipped my one class today to write this journal entry... fuck st joes and having a 2 hour delay... just close the fucking school... ugh... this entry should accomidate and amuse you for a couple weeks... if you want me to write more, sign my guestbook, otherwise, maybe bye bye website.... bc otherwise, i dont think many care anyway... SIGN SIGN SIGN GUESTBOOK GUESTBOOK GUESTBOOK... <3 annalisa
2/6/03
im sooooooo tired... i cant talk long, but i hope to get another clever entery soon... some pics are updated, more to come... ok im falling asleep on the comp... niiiiiiiiight... <3 annalisa
1/26/03
the cinnabon... what a marvolous creation... there is nothing like it. on terris, kevins and my trip to the gallery, it was mandatory to get one of these delicious structures. now i hear you saying, 'now wait, its just a cinnabon, they all are the same...' NO! i must stop you right there and now... there is a very unique and difficult process in choosing YOUR particular cinnabon. it is almost like choosing a doggie in a pet shop window... 'How much is that cinnabon in the window... the one with the gooey icing...' yes i know you all hear the same song when choosing your cinnabon. now, listen carefully as my secrets unfold to how i choose the perfect cinnabon... look left... look right... look down the center... hell, just pick the biggest and gooiest and fluffiest and most frosted bun. point it out to the lady, and she was carefuly put it in the box for your home enjoyment. but kids, dont forget the extra frosting for an extra 30 cents... it makes it all worth the while... brought to you by chef annalisa...
1/22/03
okay, im back... so yeh, i dont have much to say right now, but i dont think i will be writing as much, ive got a lot to do this semester... but maybe ill write later... peace out <3, annalisa
12/25/02
merry christmas!!! im sorry it has been so long... busy girl... i will find time to put my pics up, i promise... i think i am going to redesign the page... its gonna be cleaner, better, neater... so i wont be updating for awhile until the page is done... but i hope yall had a merry christmas, happy channukuh, happy eid, happy kwanzaa... am i missing anybodys holiday? let me know... for now aurovoir, toutaler, abientot!! <3, annalisa... ps. give me a call over break on the cellie or home... muahs!
12/7/02
hey kids! well as you prolly saw on my homepage, i am going to be taking a break from the site from today until i get back to buffalo. i am going to try to keep this computer closed (hahahahaha its funny cuz it wont happen) and just try to study for these damn exams. but pleeeeeeeeeease wish me good luck in my guestbook and for those of you who have exams, good luck :D we gonna survive!!! ill see lot of yall home on like the 18th... this is me signing off for a couple weeks... dont go crazy and into a depression because the site wont be updated... if the stock market collapses, we will all know why... hahaha... ok miss yall, good luck, and kick those bastardly exams ass's! <3, annalisa
12/3/02
okay, so i should be studying... but guess what... here i am writing here... hahaha... anywoo, there is really nothing exciting here... things have been very hillarious to me... maybe its stress/tired any kind of combo... blaaaaaaaaah anyways, i can wait to come home, but at the same time i dont want to go... all my freedom gone... ugh... pics will be up soon... but i thnk we will have to wait till after exams... hee hee okay ttyall later kids...<3 annalisa
12/2/02
yes, it has been awhile... a lot has happened... i found out the day i was leaving for home that my parents had to put winnie to sleep... i cried for 5 hours straight... i was supposed to go to caitlins house for dinner, but i was not in the best state to go to dinner... i went home sat... it is so quiet in my house... no footsteps of him coming... no jangle of his collar... no panting... it was just... weird... anyways, i saw harry potter... twice... soooooo goooooood... i went to a sju basketball game with sarah at canisus... they won... the gryffin is horrible... hahahaha... anyways i went to sem mon with z... it was... well... different... i was happy to see some teachers... schooley was weird... he wasnt happy to see us at all... then simonds like didnt even say hi... but i was happy to see magavern and wilson... then weds i was supposed to go to sem but i woke up to my mother crying bc one of our birds was dying... i swear it never ends... in a nutshell, i ate out everyday except one night (even thanksgiving), i shopped a lot (there is a suitcase full of new things in my closet), i had fun with my fam and friends, and i was sad for the loss of my pets, esp winnie. but i think im over it... i was so strong in front of my parents, i even surprised myself... i dunno, maybe it was good i came to philly, i grew up a little bit... oh well... 6 page paper time... until later my fellow followers... enjoy urselfs... if you have exams, dont stress... im going thu the same stress... i feel ur pain... for those of you working over this holiday season, good luck! man, its gonna be heeeeeellllll... and for everyone else, party, bc you have nothing to do... and if that is you, i HATE you!!! jk, <3 yall... until next time... <3 annalisa
11/18/02
yo, all i can say at this point its one week till i fucking come home... i couldnt be any more excited... im gonna drive in my car... ahhhh... and i have a night licence now so.... double ahhhh... im going to eat until i cant eat no more... i am going to see harry potter too many times... i am going so many places, see so many faces... to excited to explain... and now eva is coming home too! wow... i thnk i am going to have an hour countdown soon... hahaha... minutes, seconds... i am going to pic up my pics manana... hopefully some beauties... wow, its cold... oh yeh, today we made dinner on the foremans... chicken, rolls, rice a roni, and cooooookies... mmm... i did laundry for the first time today as well... a first for many things... and i think this is a first that i am going to sleep at like 12 for a loooong time... when i come home, im not gonna sleep, i swear... too much fun to even explain... i basically dont have anymore english classes bc we have an essay and conferences, and BAM FINALLLS... mmm theres a whopper on tv... maybe i will have that tomarrow... hmmmm... anyhoo... show is over... :( tear... it was so weird not to have rehersal... i was like wow im in my room at 8... amazing! i was thinking about trying out for the rent medley, but i dunno... i think i have to take a short break... a hiatus... auditions are firday anyway, and we are going to caitlins... an excuse for not having to try out... hahaha... so i am listening to music that reminds me of home and thinking i will be home in ONE WEEEEEEEK can not even begin to express happiness... ahhhh anyways, im off if i want to attempt to go to bed early... i know im laughing too... it will never happen... but we can dream... <3, annalisa
11/17/02 (at 5 am)
you know what, no one is online at 5 in the morning!! everyone has an away on... interesting... hahahah anyways, the show is over... its really kinda sad, im gonna miss everybody.. we are like... family... sniff! anyways, the set took much less time than we thought... it was 2 when adrianna took us to the party... not a lot of pictures at this party, but i have pics from the show that will be up... the party was fun... i just got back at 5 in the morning, and i am not even tired... no i didnt drink, i know im a loser... maybe i dont belong in college because i dont drink... but then there are people who dont drink either... i dont know.. i am going to watch some tv till i can fall asleep... i wont be online much tomarrow cuz ill be sleeping, but ill talk to yall later... pics from these past events to come soon! :D <3, annalisa
11/14/02
cant talk long... i have to study and take a shower... we reopen the show tonight... ahhhh 3 more days! i did good on my paper... now awaiting the results of the eclomics test and the soon to be taken accounting test... i cant wait to come home... i CANT WAIT to COME HOME!!! super excited... fabulous!! ahhh ok time for studying... give me a call here or email me if you want to see me over this coming holiday festivities... plans are filling up so you better do it fast lol! ok ttyall t8er s8er grrls and bois... wow, getting a little carried away... <3, annalisa
11/12/02
no journal entry, just song lyrics... no its not how i feel about someone, but i just love it too much, and i guess its how i just feel about life in general. thank you nelly furtado.
you liked me till' you heard my shit on the radio
well i hate to say but pop ain't going solo
you liked me till' you heard my shit on the radio
but now I'm just too mainstream for you, oh no
you liked me till' you seen me on your t.v.
well if you're so low below then why you watching
you say good things come to those who wait
well I've been waiting a long time for it
i remember the days when i was so eager to satisfy you
and be less then i was just to prove i could walk beside you
now that I've flown away i see you've chosen to stay behind me
and still you curse the day i decided to stay true to myself
you say your quest is to bring it higher
well i never seen change without a fire
but from your mouth i have seen a lot of burning
but underneath i think it's a lot of yearning
your face, the colours change from green to yellow
to the point where you can't even say hello
you tell me you'd kill me if i ever snob you out
like that's what you'd expect from me, like that's what i'm about
i remember the days when i was so eager to satisfy you
and be less then i was just to prove i could walk beside you
now that I've flown away i see you've chosen to stay behind me
and still you curse the day i decided to stay true to myself
it's so much easier to stay down there guaranteeing you're cool
than to sit up here exposing myself trying to break through
than to burn in the spotlight, turn in the spitfire
scream without making a sound, be up here and not look down because we're all afraid of heights
i remember the days when i was so eager to satisfy you
and be less then i was just to prove i could walk beside you
now that I've flown away i see you've chosen to stay behind me
and still you curse the day i decided to stay true to myself
why ya hurt me hurt me hurt me hurt me hurt me hurt me so so, leave me down down down down low leave me down da down down da down da down down down...shit on the radio... shit on the radio... shit on the radio... shit on the radio
11/11/02
god, i miss the old days... iwas just thinking about this now, as i was supposed to be studying economics... stupid eclomics... ugh i hate that class... but back to the good old days... i was just thinking... back in hamburg... way way back in charolette... when deerfield was nothing but my house, the flynns, lauren suez, alex, becca sipprell, and a couple more houses... when there wasnt a care in the world. i wore leggings, and my hair was the size of a house... i remember distictely one time sitting in my backyard... before sem... before junior high... before winnie... before the gareys... just lying on my back staring at the clouds... i didnt have any fears, any cares, just what the cloud looked like... then i remember the days with becca... days of popcicles and chuck e cheese... days of "can you play" even on christmas and thanksgiving... then the lauren suez, jill and lisa adornetto era... jill and lisas house was the newest house bulit on the block... we were all inseperable... we played on laurens swingset... i never could go upsidedown on the bar... i remember when lauren and i drew in the wet cement they day before i went to poland, and i was yelled at... then the melanie, kelsey, and irene time... inseperable... abolutly inseperable... until 7th grade when kelsey said she couldnt come to my birthday party, and she went and made plans with melanie behind my back... but junior high was really an absolutly great time... the cassie/ candice era... god almighty, i loved junior high... quite possibly the best times of my life so far... i had so many friends... i was actually popular... i was actually fit... i was actually moderatly skinny... i had the best clothes... we actually had money... i remember the dance that candice couldnt go to because she was sick from school... i remember when i was one of the first ladies in the play.... i remember when sarah let me do an announcment in the afternoon, and it was the biggest deal... i remember being hera and hercules goes to ny... i remember when i didnt get a part in tom sawyer... i was an honor student... i won the team player award... i left that all behind and went to sem... i moved to orchard park... all my hamburg friends except erin and sarah completely forgot about me... and the whole sem story is history... it just happened, i think most of us remember... and that puts me here, in philadelphia, pa... too far from where i grew up... i thnk when i come home for thanksgiving, i think i am going to spend a little bit of time where i grew up, starting with buffalo. i think i will go to my hamburg house, charolette ave, hamburg middle, and sem. i think ill walk where i used to walk, and just remember... i just want to sit on my back, and watch the clouds... annalisa
11/10/02
ok ok im updating the site! i think people went into hysteria bc i didnt update my page in 5 days! its ok kids, your lives can now go on... you dont have to stay in your houses and press the reload button every 5 mins! ok anyways... the weekend... what a weekend. we have 3 more performances to go! i cant believe it! we all did really well this weekend... today was such a bad audience... they laughed at nothing... i swear to god i was going to go and give them recitation myself... ahh anyways... my rents came friday, we went to olive garden and i had my call at 5:30 for mass... i wont go into the mass, i will just say it was a bit weiiird... then there was the show... then the reception... then the party... ooooh then the party... what can we say about the party... let me put it this way... incriminating pictures will be on the site soon... wooo... lets just say the highlights of the night were bill and kevin drunk... woooo fuuuun times... quotes of the night,
me-"Kevin, its time to go."
kevin (ducking)- "HIIIIIIIDDDEEE."
me- "where did kevin go... "
bruce- "oh kevin is on the floor hiding from you..."
me- "oh, ok..."
or...
bill (after 6 or 7 beers)- "annalisa, there has been a rumor going around that im gay... i want you to go to everyone and tell them this... im an alien...
me- "ok bill..."
or...
kevin (in jeffs car on the way back)- "i think megan kissed me"
me- "i think it was a little more than one kiss..."
sounds like fun? wait till next week for the 'sleepover' party... we gonna drink till its 8 in the morninnn! wow next weekend is gonna be craaaazy... anyways... sat my rents and i went to king of prussia, and i got boots!! 2 pairs!!! yeah!!!! then i had the show and then we went to chilis at 12 am... my parents laeft, and it was very sad... so we had a matinee today, and this is where we are left... i have 3 days off, but this is hell week, part 2... i have an eclomics test weds and an accounting test friday... wow prepare myself for hell... have a great time kids! see yall soon! <3, annalisa
11/5/02
i hope everyone enjoyed zehra day! give her thanks for fixing my website! She has now been named officially the CEO of my website so bow down... lol.. anyways. we have been eating bucas for the past 4 days... i think im bucaed out... no more porfavor... i have officially named this week hell week... play goes till all hours of the night, i have a paper due thurs, i had a test today, two quizzes on friday, and i am going to eclomics both times this week... i know i know... shocker... but yeh on top of all that i am sick, and thursday morning i have to go deliver bagels at 7 am... oh boy pisses me off... im tired... cranky... what else is new tho... i gotta get thru this, im gonna get thu this! play opens friday... ahhhh wow craaaazy days... but these are the days, ull remember... yo, if yall get a chance, take my quiz on the annalisajacinda sn... lets see how well u know me... muahahahahaha... ok enuff scaryness for one day... try to have a good day yall, and see most of u in 21 days!! <3, annalisa
11/4/02
Today is the official "Zehra Day" of this site. I named it after myself. La la la la... did you get that or were you not paying attention? Muah hahahahaha! This is Zehra!!! hehehehe :) No, this is not an early (VERY early)April Fool's day trick. Annalisa needed help on her site so I helped her out. If you go to the pics page, you'll notice that they look MUCH clearer. No more fuzzy pics. And I also fixed her Quizzes page cause the links weren't aligned right... anyways she said I might as well write an entry. So I thought I would! You all rememebered to visit my page and bookmark it, right???? (http://riddicksride.tripod.com/index.html)
Annalisa is also going to make me the CEO of her site :) can't get better than this. Anyways, I'm coughing up a lung, and my eye itches (I think it's gonna fall out) and I need a kleenex... badly (c'mon everyone, say it with me... "EWWWWW gross!")I love you all... but now my eye is burning so I gotta go. bye!
<3, Zehra
11/3/02
today was pretty good day... hell, it was fun evening... we went out for my birthday at bucas... it was goooooood... we took pictures of the food so everyone can see... i didnt think of home the whole night... some problems arose because of stupid comments made, and i apologize to the party in which it was directed too... it was taken the wrong way, and i didnt mean any offence, so once again, im truly sorry...
on a lighter note... im sick... not really lighter, but oh well... and i have a 5 page paper with a 10 hour rehersal tomarrow... goody... so excited and i just cant hide it... im about to lose control and i think i like it...ahhhh so anyways yes... lets recap... im sick, i have a 10 hour rehersal tomarrow, and i have a 5 page paper, which i may add that i have no clue on how to do it.... sigh... and a spanish test tues... the show opens this friday... i dont feel it yet... i dont know if we are really ready yet... i just dont know... i am a confused soul right now... a lot on my mind... just give it time... but in the wise words of moulin rouge...'the show must go on...' <3, annalisa
11/1/02
happy belated halloween! boo ahh i think i pooped my pant... hahahaha i miss good snl skits... anyway things are ok... i was suppoesed to go to a party tonight for cap and bells but i dont think im going cuz no one wants to go... tomarrow i am celebrating my bday with terri, ann, kev, and caitlin at bucas...no not in the pope room... haha... well i really regret not going to philadelphia idol tryouts... it would have been really fun... but school comes before anything... :( ok... we i have rehersal soon, i want to chill for a little bit... zehra get better, jen thanks for the email, and nina, i wuv u too... oh and lauren im sorry it didnt snow... it will snow soon enough... much love kids... <3, annalisa
10/28/02
this is part of an excerpt of an email i wrote to jen that i thought i would share.
'i was thinking about today how much i miss like being 'at school'... not like taking courses with devils 1, 2, and 3... but how much i miss like lunch and the conference room, and making fun of kramer... and our art masterpieces... and making fun of kramer... IT IS A SIN TO DOUBLE DEPOSIT... and how we would complain ever 5 minutes... and studying for schooley 5 mins before class... and making fun of kramer... oh and lets not forget neopets and making fun of har har hars... '
im having a bad day... i dont want to go into it much, its kinda personal, but i will say part of it relates to missing home. i like wake up every morning and wish this was all a dream and wake up to kiss, drive my car to sem and start all over again... i think i am going to go see the school psycohlogist... ahhh i just want to go back to shitty ol' blo... fuck this shit... annalisa
10/27/02
My birthday came and went... yeah im 18... big freaking deal... i dont feel a day over two... but anyways, my dad came in Friday night, we went to dinner, and cleaned my room, bc there was open house on sat at 8 am and they were showing my room... we went to the hotel, and i had to wake up at 7 on my birthday... we went back to joes, open the door, and went to IHOP. fun. we then did laundry forever in the laundromat. at 10:24, my mom called (that is the time i was born) still doing laudry.... even more fun...then we visited villanova's campus, went to barnes and noble, and went back to the room to lock the door (time check 12). we then took the scenic route to king of prussia, and i bought a purse, slippers, and a jacket. zehra called to wish me a happy birthday :Dwe went back to the hotel, and got ready for dinner at smith and wollinski's (the best steakhouse ever) in that time, mommy aka aquila called to wish me a happy birthday, much love q. dinner was absolutly wonderful bc that is the best steak ever. i went back to the room bc i was sooooo tired and passed out. oh wait first we watched mib2 (anyone else think it was 5 mins long) dad brought me back today and here i am.
i dont know... i should be happy. i am. my parents love me. my friends love me (thank you sarah and lauren for the cards, thank you musu and caitlin for leaving a message, and thanks terri and ann for the little surprise party, and kev for wishing me a happy birthday fri night. and the above paragraph people). but i still dont know... there is something missing... its like i dont fit in here... its like i fit back in you'se guys blo... but i dont... there is nothing for me in blo... blo is shitty... i always just wanted to get out of there, and now i want to go back so bad? there is something wrong with that... but just something is missing... i get these feelings... every time my parents (or the one time case of zehra leaving) and i watch them pull away, i walk away with tears in my eyes not wanting to go back to reality... dont get me wrong... i love it here too... i love the friends i have made here... i love the fact that i am doing ok in school, and i have a (small) principle role in the play... i am happy... sometimes... sometimes i go a day without missing home... sometimes i need to clear my mind... sometimes i want to escape... but just one thing is missing... if i could only bring my two worlds together... everything would be okay... but outside the fairytale bubble of weekends i spend with friends and family, i must walk back into McShain's front doors, back into reality, back to my miserable/happy life... annalisa
10/24/02
ahhhhh.... i have so much to do and NOOOOOO time!! firstly, i feel like shit... really dosn't help... then i have the fun run to go to and stand there till 5... the rehersal at 6 till 9 9:30... what i need to accomplish? eating dinner, study for finite (MUY IMPORTANTE), study for accounting, shower, watch friends, scrubs, will and grace, and juuuust breathe... whooooooo... <3, annalisa
10/23/02
hi. im tired. nothing to say. just tired. why live life from dream to dream, and dread the day when dreaming ends...
<3 annalisa
10/21/02 at 12:01 am
i dont have much time to talk.. im tired, cranky, and i think getting sick... enough complaining... nothing special going on in my life.. terri, ann, kevin, and i went to the mall yesterday and i bought an outifit, moulin rouge poster (yeh!), and osbournes calender... fuuun... so yeh, thats about it.. im gonna read some harry potter and go to sleep... im dead tired... ahhhhh, ok byebye!! <3, annalisa
10/16/01 in the afternoon
so this is how my day is going so far... 10 oclock class cancelled, dance rehersal cancelled, and i got a B- on my accounting mid term... the only bad parts of my day are the stupid rain, coldness, and missing home... thats ok!!! bc i am not failing out of school anymore!!! woo hoo!!! AND i cleaned my room so it looks pretty, vaccumed, dusted and all, and more than halfway through my hw and can relax!! we relax= study for my spanish midterm... ahhh i feel like i am back in sem getting decent grade... witht he exception of stats... never were any good grades... oh yeh and those occasional latin o s t mus tis nt quizzes... AND those schooley quizzes i NEVER EVER could get... and... oh anyways... im happy for once... you might want to call me, bc trust me, it prolly wont last long... ps new pics will be up soon... but they are of family and st joes friends... sorry it is taking so long to get the prom/grad pics up... they will be up eventually... ok going to do hw... yeah!! lol!! <3, annalisa... hope yall have a good day too!
12:01AM on 10/16/02
ok so hi... im back in philly... wish i were back home... i dont think i should keep going back home bc everytime i go, i wanna go back really bad... so im only coming home on the holidays so i dont get homesick... bc really i am fine when im here for awhile! its fine... and then bang, im home and i dont wanna come back... a curse, a curse i tell you... well i got home at like 10:45 pm after traveling since 4... i hate that i cant get home!!! damn it all!! well the weekend was pretty fun... sunday i was so happy i got to see my family, and my mom was really happy, i hadnt seen her so happy in a long time... and my grandma was absolutly hillarious... i havent laughed so hard in a really long time... she told me to stop laughing then hit my head bc i wouldnt stop... ok heres the story... my fam was late, and my gram had to go to the bathroom and she was getting angry and when we finally met up with my fam, the second she got out of the car, she blew up at them, and vic got it all on tape... i couldnt get out of the car bc i was laughing so hard... ahhhhhhhhh too funny... so yeh it was a great day, wish it didnt end... wish i didnt have to go back... anyways, monday i saw nina and z and went out for coffee for .5 seconds, but at least i saw them... and zehra came... and i will just say this... forever in the car, the lights suddenly went out and was scary, and the hungry pigion.... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... thats all ill say... and oh yeh mobile... but that was saturday... ahhhhh life was fun for those few days... long at some points, but far too short at other parts... didnt make it to sem... didnt have time, but next time, im so there... i was supposed to meet w/lauren and roseanne, but due to a little thing called 'my ride back home', i was unable to see them. i am sorry to jen, aysha, roseanne, lauren, and aquila bc i didnt get to see yall... next time kids, next time... aquila, im sorry i didnt call or email, i was soooo busy!! email me, ill email you back... so anywho... im tired, i have an 8 am tomarrow... i HATE economics... ugh... bye bye... <3, annalisa
10/11/02 in the PM
you may ask me what i am doing on the friday of fall break... ok, i will tell you... i am sitting at my lifeless and empty resodnence center (i dont think there is one person left in my hall... let alone the entire dorm).. and i am sitting here watching clarissa explains it all and sitting and staring at this computer screen... ugggh... i should be home!!! well i am going to be home tomarrow at like 4:30... ooooh i cant wait!!!! im so excited... i miss foooooooood... hahahaha... wow the quietness of the dorm is kinda scaring me... sooo anyways, im gonna do some hw, shower, watch tv, and go to sleep... i wont be writing for awhile, so have a good weekend/break!!! enjoy!! <3, annalisa
10/11/02 in the AM!!!
ok hi all... i am studying my big ass off for my accounting test tomarrow, cuz if i dont pass... i faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaail... and im not kidding kids... well anyway, i want to personally thank the people like lauren hager junior who visits my site like 10 times a day... hee hee, so i have made her the presdident of the i love annalisas super cool webpage club... please dont feel hurt, i still looking for a vp... if yall want to add anything to my page, like quotes, or ideas for things, let me know... ok time to go back to assets= liabilities + owners equity... ugh!! hope to see most of yall this weekend! i cant wait!!! <3, annalisa
10/8... well 10/9/02
wow... what a shitty day... i dont feel like talking about it... not that anyone gives a fuck anyway... im coming home saturday at 3 pm... once again, if you want to see me, please contact me... i can no longer call anyone cuz they shut my phone off... i went over the fucking limit... fuck the world... my new attitude today... ahhhhh anyways, thanks for listening to me complain... and say fuck one too many times... fuck fuck fuck... okay... ill see some of you this weekend... if i dont, im sorry, i miss u!! if you dont want to see me, then fuck you... thats my mood right now, i will apologize later on, i know it... FUCK THE WORLD!! but ps, congrats to zehra on getting a job at toys r us!! woo woo!!! fuck yeah!! ok i will stop fucking swearing.. hahaha... <3 annalisa... ps FUCK lol
10/7/02
hi... its 9:45, i have a class at 10... i just need to say im sorry to everyone... why? because i have been too busy to talk to anyone... phone, aim, email... the play takes up half my life, and hw/studying takes up the other half... there is like no inbetween... not even on weekends... so if that is the reason why people have stopped emailing me, iming me, talking to me all together... this is why... its not like i just sit at my computer and stare at the scrren and wait for aways to come off, i am really, truly, busy... and i apologize... if you want to see me this weekend... EMAIL, CALL, OR IM me EVEN WITH AN AWAY!! ok... now it is 9:48, and i have to run across campus to get to finite... which i may add i have a D in... yes thats my quarter grade... goodman would be proud... <3, annalisa
10/2/02
soooo sorry i havent written for like a week... aahhhhh its the fucking worst week ever... anyways, yall dont wanna here about my problems.... i had a great parent weekend this weekend, it was fuuuun... it was really nice to have them here... anyways... im like failing out of school, so if you see me on the streets, feel free to send a couple coins my way... thank you much... as far as pictures go... most of them will be up this weekend, i just havent had a chance to put them up with the drama in my lives... and im okay people... thank you for your concerned ims... i was just having a bad day, and reflected it through my away message... no fear, everything is gonna be alright... anyways, yes photos... this weekend, most will be up... and i am going to another party this weekend, so i hope those pics will be up too... takin them with my new camera... i loooooooove it.. well if yall are in the mood, give me a call, write me an email, send me mail... email me for all these details... my email is on the homepage... okay, ta ta for now!! i must continue on my journey to sucess.... or lets just say my goal to mot fail out of school (yes people, thats me on the street, throw some pennies my way!!) luv ya and miss yall, and if you are sju, i miss ya anyways hahahahaha... ok byebyebye <3, annalisa :p
9/28/02
cant talk long... gotta jet, but pics are up!! these are just the beginning... email me if i can post pics of anyone!! gonna go watch a movie... later kids... ps, HAPPY 18th MUSITA!!!HOLLA!!!! <3, annalisa
9/27/02
hi people... wow, what a day... a pretty bad one... two super bad tests... oh well its over... my parents are coming for family weekend... they just called and they are lost, and its like 9:40 right now so i might not see them tonight... anyways, nothing fun and exciting happening in my life, shit you dont want to hear about... although i am the complainer extrodanare... hahahaha okay, peace out kids... dont be bad, dont be good, go have some good times... miss yall, give me a call sometime! btw i will be home october 12-15, so if you want to sched an appointment with me... jk, just give me a call... <3, annalisa
9/26/02
so sorry it has been so long... it is like test week for me... fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun.... so i am like studying every chance i get... im taking a break now... well its like pouring outside, which doesnt make the mood any better... i have the longest rehersal ever tonight, and i am going to miss the premire of friends, scrubs, will and grace, and er... man, makes me mad, but terri taping it for me... thankies to terri... anywho, i think i need to go back to my studies, but i might write a little later... depends... wish me luck, and oh, sign the guest book! <3, annalisa
a little later...
hi, im back... went to dinner... it was okay, but i had a tummy ache... what else is new... hahaha... right now im watching the simpsons with terri and chris... ann is supposed to come up... we were supposed to watch my dad throw the first pitch at the yankees game, but it isnt on tv right now... so we are watching a funny simpsons... so excited i didnt have rehersal... woo woo... and i dont think i have it tomarrow either... double woo woo... okay i have to go play slingo... chris and i are gonna try to get into the same game... maybe ill add more later... <3, annalisa
9/24/02
hi everybody... hi dr nick... hahaha, anyways, busy day... but no rehersal!! woo woo!! but i have to study for like a billion and a half tests :(... i had accounting and spanish today... gotta go, will write a little later... <3, annalisa
a little later...
well i just got done watching urban legends with terri, ann, and kevin... i think we all know how much i hate scary movies... well it was very stupid, but i am still scared shitless... oh im such a baby... anyways, terri's boyfriend, chris, is coming. she is so excited, i havent seen her this excited since she had gone home two weekends ago... well we get out pictures from our little 'luau' back tomarrow... really want to get those up on the site... hopefully they will turn out... it was dark, couldnt see much... anyways, friends is coming on now, we watch it every night at 11... if you think my diary is boring... THEN DONT READ IT... luv and miss ya all... and if you are at sju, then well miss ya too... hahaha....<3, annalisa
9/23/02
this is the launch of my site... hope its good... i was having a hard time getting a hold of everyone... i know, cuz hell, im not here half the time either, so heres my diary... i also wanted one because i love melissa and loris so much... anyhoo, thats all for now... i will keep all the old enteries so everyone can catch up... <3, annalisa
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